I call, You answer.

Hit a rough patch a few days ago, luckily i held my hands back and abstained from the internet for 2 days. Guess if i blogged at that period when i was broken into fragments, the entries would be filled with anger and hatred. You know sometimes you'd feel some things are better left inside, as uncomfortable and torturing as it may be.. fam ily
Funny but i can actually feel my heart aching now. Understanding, caring and loving yet unfaithful, supports me (money wise) yet extremely unreasonable beyond belief and also a sexist, so who to love now? Bet this question was thrown to you before, "Do you love your father or mother more?" And everyone's reply will be "Same la same la" or "I love both equally". Now i need to think twice and slow my reply, just look at the brilliant examples you've set for me and your behaviour towards me. Why can't just one of you possess all the good qualities? Why must it be something good and something bad mashed up together?
This is only skin-deep, can you believe it.

Guess you all should know what family stands for... the father and mother i love you thingy. Got reminded of it when i broke the word up into two. What a timely reminder right.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRGH THIS IS GETTING ANGSTY, I'LL POST SMTG HAPPIER LATER.
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Something's happier's here! Woooohza sorry for just now, the angsty side of me just had to erupt, and yeah i'll take this matter as a strong girl :o) k just now i was watching proj superstar and at the end i was super cracked up. Because for the mv, all the songs were jj's and it was as if a tribute to him or smtg, quite retarded. Producers just wanna show Singapore how patriotic they are and how supportive they are of local talents. But then again, not as if we only have ONE local talent right, they can like sing ado's songs HAHAHHAHA. I like!

Okay anyway jillian asked me to stop blogging about football and blog about her and suann instead. I shall oblige :o) ANOTHER DAY OKAY HAHAHA. I've been watching tennis, the atp masters thingy. I tell you Nadal's an inspiration, he's the man!Ljubicic and Blake too whoaaaaaaaa i could feel the inspiration coming through my bones haha.

My hair's getting long, buzzer. Oh after trg was super fun, i accompanied jilly to go talk to jyue (haha ?!?!). K that wasn't it, duh why would accompanying someone to talk to someone else be fun? Her juniors were practising their s4 farewell dance then, had the music on so i joined in, did my cheena cum ballet cum dontknowwhat dance. THEN JILLY HAD A CLEVER IDEA, it was me gg up to the podium to sing lipsofanangel hawhaw. Trust me, i didn't let myself down, i sang my hearts out! On top of the world pls and then i saw this guy walking past and peering my direction ahaha think he's was some invigilator la so i stopped (OF COS LA). Maybe he was thinking "wahh finally i've hopes of a girl winning sg idol" or "this girl has a very good future ahead of her" or "if she ever has a concert, its most expensive ticket is sure to exceed Rain's of $888.. maybe $1888" HAHAHA my imagination quite vivid hor. Thinking back, i think i should have carried on singing haha he might have been enjoying it right! Why deprive him of a chance? Maybe he'll come back for o level invigilations next year!!! Bravo.

Time for hexic! (intellectual people play intellectual games)