At a lost.

Hi hello hey yo. Actually... i'm rather sad. Even though i won my match today, it sucked like don't know what. The girl was a really easy opponent, like EASY. (no offence) And yet i could succumb to one set. I couldn't push at all my forehand was shit im very very sad.

Mr Kim: This is the last game you're gonna play.

Yeah that's what he said though i know he's just threatening me but i still feel lousy deep down. And so what if i won, i felt like crying. I was so damn scared during the match and i couldn't attack.

Monday impt match against Nanyang. How to improve in sucha short time? :(

Hopefully i'd feel better tmr, sports day, happy occasion huh.

Know what, i think i'm really affected by the Anglican match, still. So affected till i'm so scared in every match during nationals.