Sketched for failure (success)

Got back report card today. As expected, F&N really pulled down my avg. Not sad about math. The result for math is for me to improve on. F&N too.

The best thing is that for my other five subs, i'm one grade away from the target i setted. Cept for comb humans where i achieved my target. That's pretty unexpected. Cause i studied neither for socials or geog. Omg i even failed for geog test. Luckily the map thing was thrown in.

I'm scared for next term. Nationals, constituency comp. What on earth was i thinking when i agreed to join the constituency thing. My weekend nights will be gone. And i signed up for obs. One week before CA2 i heard. And i'm gonna miss one week of lessons.

I made my good friend sad today by raking up the past. Morning was better. And the only source to cheer me up is the webcam. Now, no sound. How to do live concerts for my fans!

Next week's so bloody jam packed. Training for 3 days, clique chalet, arts trail, class outing, stacks of hmwk.

I wrote my schedule down alr and i couldn't squeeze class outing into it. Because it's on tuesday, and tuesday is my hmwk day.

However, i'm still glad next week's a break. After that week, 21st will be the first day of nats. Stressful period alert.

I think i've got to take life easier and be happier.

The sec4s are leaving so soon, after nats, there'll be no more michelle foo or audrey to make trg enjoyable. I'm not even close to the juniors. No more sarah lee to irritate, no one to call me candy cause only rj does that. No more sophil to brighten up my day with her smile and no one to share my f&n sufferings with. No more regina viven jayne to call me gatsby girl (hahaha). Bottomline, NO MORE SENIORS CAUSE MY BATCH WILL BE THE MOST SENIOR.

Then next year, i'd be parting with my best mates i ever had. I've a feeling no one close to me will go into the same jc or whatever with me. Okay, i think i'm thinking way too ahead.

You'll only do things like this when you're down.