This is the first post of the whole year, i realise. CCA fair today was bullshit. I don't see why it's a must for tt and badminton to set up booths. It's clearly useless.

Music performances were damn good! Band, choir, guitar, harp.. I think guitar should just stick to playing the instrument and not include their vocals at all. Lol, let the choir people do the singing for y'all next year please. Haha, no offence, the singing was okay la :)

I was pmsing after i saw Phil. Sorry Eve. I know i should be happy right since i've not seen her for so long. Communication breakdown, just like on msn, we had nothing to talk about. You know, you want to talk to the person so badly but you just don't know what to talk about? Try try try. I get sadder instead when it doesn't turn out fine. I still can't get over everything. Time doesn't even help. You don't know anything. Miserable and lousy.

I'm on serious diet all the way until CNY, so i can look good in clothes and get more $$ for being cute. I can't go for jogging cause it would just aggravate my toe. It hasn't cured yet bloody hell. I'm officially off form during trg. Movements are slowed down. Doctor said the toe needs AT LEAST one month to cure. How to train now? And if i train, the toe would take a longer time to cure. If i don't train, it would cure faster BUT KIM MIGHT TAKE ME OUT OF COMP. So how? Train or what?

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I'm at my weakest.

If only.