Words i can't say, period.

What my mum said to me just now made me feel so GUILT-RIDDEN.

Mum: Is tmr a good day to buy furniture for your room?
Me: *shocked* because i just received atrocious results today...
After 5 minutes.
Me: Err yeah since i'll only start studying in june.

4C1 is gonna receive so much attention from now on la, like only 2 passed or smtg HAHAHA MY CLASS GOT THE WORST RESULTS FOR MATH. We really suck. If there's no improvement for prelims paper, i think we better drink talisman water everyday and wish that we'll get serious chemical rxn poisoning so that we won't be able to take o levels (which also means one whole year of F9s AGAIN HAHA). Okay not funny. Yeah so what if setters are gonna kill us during prelims? THAT WON'T BE A REASON FOR ME TO GET F9 AGAIN OKAY GO MINGZHEN.

Math was one. English was WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH. I got 2-3 grades below of what i'd usually get. Disappointing is an understatement. What's up with my summary, it totally screwed up my marks, coughcough7upon25coughSNEEZE. Nvm the single A1 scorer in the whole level made up for everything HAHAHA. Wahlao she damn shiok can or not.

The points from this TWO SUBS isn't even anywhere near i want to get for my SIX SUBS for o levels. I'm thankful that i have a faith so strong (which even motivates others unknowingly) that prevents me from geting severe depression from such results. Glad i'm optimistic :) nothing's impossible, so what if it's such a big leap from F9 TO A1? IMPOSSIBLE MEH. NO WHAT.

Picked parents up from airport ytd, yay they are back in one piece hahaha. My mum said she CRAWLED up the Great Wall of China LOL, not at the starting la (that will be GILA) but like when the steps got super far apart and steeper. I think i'll start crawling at the very start haha. They bought back many many things for us and duty free chocolates toooooooooooo.

Oh i had a major quarrel with bro on wednesday and i attempted to li2 jia2 chu2 zou3 (run away from home) HAHA BUT I COULDN'T TAKE IT AND WENT HOME AFTER HALF AN HOUR. MY LIFE IS A JOKE EVERYDAY.

Great Singapore Sale start liaos and i've got my money ready. HAHA I SOUND EVER READY TO CHIONG. I'm excited so start revision all over again. I'm excited for tuesday- RECEIVING REST OF THE PAPERS FOR THE WHOLE DAY. If i get A for f&n, i will............ (maybe you should give me ideas on what i should do).

K bye i'll spending the night over at mary's :D maybe not, i feel like sleeping on my smelly bed. Attached to it sia.

And i don't know what is the perfect way to break the news to my parents. Most probably it'll be when i get my report book and need their signature. Yes okay, deal them with one big blow within 10 seconds. It's like instant death rather than slow death HAHA NOT THEIR DEATH... MY DEATH.