Green light, seven eleven.

Training resumed today, all the madness is starting to build up. Table-tennis stress me up so much urrrrrgh i'm terrified of it. I still don't like kim HAHA kidding okay kidding. Our team is so not united i don't know what to do to improve our relations. Okay la i think it has improved somehow from the start of the year till now.

I know everyone's dying to know about my results hahaha isn't that the in thing now, to know someone's results? I did pretty well, contented and it'll stay that way. Got a picture of the day coming up at the end of my post- my math result. K basically i passed everything except math for the 100% thing. Math was just sad. F&N coursework is so delicious to look at, the theory part was eeyer. Rmb i blogged about my crab shells for decoration? I got half a mark for that hahaha :O My socials was horrible. I finally passed my chem in 3 years and it's kinda good wah so shiok!

What hit me was that some teachers told me they expect quite a lot from me, and i got sad after that. I thought my results were okay till they said i didn't meet their expectations. First was ms sem, i forgot what she said but it was smtg like you've the abilities to get an A, this is not good enough. I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT IT WAS GOOD OKAY! Aiya. Then ms kok caught me in my most embarrassing moment. I was queueing up for food so in the mean time, i fixed my hair with the help of the reflection of some plastic transparent panel then i felt her presence hahaha so i turned and she gave me this raise eyebrow look. Wahlao so embarrassing!!! Then she said "You didn't do well for your math paper ah." Whoa she still remembered after marking so many scripts, i must have meant smtg to her hahahaha i felt helpless when she said that. Afterall, i think i promised her that i'd do well during term 2. Last was mrs wong and maybe that was the saddest? Because many of us handed up our scripts to her asking for more marks and i saw her so she asked me to explain why i needed the marks for certain questions. In the end i got nothing so i was like not even one mark? She said "I already went through your paper many times and i've given you every mark you need. I also want you to do well because you're one of my better students. I don't know why you did so badly for this paper." That hit me for sure, how i've actually disappointed so many teachers. It's only through these times where we become stronger, more motivated and inspired to do better right? :)

Well at least i think mrs chew's happy with my chem :D i will work harder, studying for o levels soon hahaha damn funny okay first i've to improve my chinese standard, hopefully in time for chinese o's.

I'm making everyone around me emo and i feel guilty in that sense. I'm sending everyone hinder songs and singing them everywhere i go, imma secret emo kid! Better than me is gonna be on radio damn soon, i'm sure. Solid stuff for the ears and heart and mind and soul!

My parents are the most screwed up ever, that's why i'm not talking to them. I don't want to write down my exact feelings cos it's personal but yeah that's the gist of it- they are screwed just like england's football team, they lost to croatia 0-2 it's getting gross man.

Blogger doesn't allow me to post the picture of my math results, i find the numbers nice that's all. I call it the 10 20 30 picture and on the extreme right is a sad smiley face drawn by ms kok, awwww.

i really miss your hair in my face